I know life can get hard and you can get down on yourself from time to time. You're not alone there as we all do it. Some of us have been kicked around so much that we expect it and others know it's not ever going to be something they simply accept so they fight to push through the pain, the situation, the circumstances. You can't change things without action. You have to DO something. The solution is never going to just show up at your front door and put itself in place.
YOU KNOW THIS.
You can either remain stagnant where you are now or you can jump into action and make the things happen that you want to happen. Step by step...little by little...you can get there.
I BELIEVE IN YOU.
If you need encouragement...I'll be here for you but I can't do it for you. If I did...it only proves that I wanted it for you more than you wanted it for yourself and we both know that's not the case. Stop shitting on yourself. You got this. You can do anything.
It doesn't matter where you start...as long as you're a finisher.
Go get what you want.